Today was the first day of year 4 fighting this battle alongside the most Graceful Warrior I’ve ever known!!

Yesterday was tough. I wanted to post but didn’t know how. Sure I could focus on the Good that has come from this journey….that paints a very inaccurate picture of where we are right now!

Then there is the despairing truth. That is no good for anyone unless, of course, you have more eloquent words than I can muster.

So yesterday came and went. Tears were shed, Joy was remembered(I pray we’ll be able to feel it again) and heads were shook in disbelief that 3 years have passed since that dreadful day that shattered our lives.

I want to share, to be honest, to help you feel what we have. The love, the pain, how it’s grown our Trust in God. Alas we are left so utterly exhausted and wary that we simply can not find the words.

8/30 – On a happier note…Dezirae is healing wonderfully. She has more energy each day. Her sense of humor is almost more than we can handle! After much deliberation, Dezirae names her “little leg”, Butch(short for butcher)! Then there are the poses she strikes.

The other day we were parked for an appointment. I brought her wheelchair around and found her like this(this is a re-enactment). Serious as a heart attack she says, “Do you think I qualify as handicap?”

Of course I am in stitches, wondering who might be watching!

I’ll update in a couple weeks after scans. All glory to God! May you find some time to Dance, Laugh and Hope