I have spent the last 11 days attempting to wrap my mind around all of this. All the while, secretly thinking, maybe none of this nightmare was for real!
Yester day when I read the words “both your disease and it’s treatment are associated with potentially life threatening complications and side affects.” It all became TOO real. My heart broke a little more. Still hoping that this was all not happening…..today around 1230, my baby, Dezirae, started chemo! I wanted so badly to cry, but don’t dare cry in front of our brave girl!
Today she made a new friend….of course she did 😉
She has not needed one pain medication since surgery! She has been her cheerful self since 430 this morning!